Fear brushed my cheek, like the touch of a former lover.
It was now or never. I had to take the plunge. I had come too far now to back of out this.
Why had I agreed to do this?
I was a big fat scaredy cat, everything scared me. There was nothing that didn’t. I was a big ball of walking fear and anxiety, so how they hell I had found myself in the here and now; I honestly couldn’t answer.
I gulped back the air. I could feel panic building up inside of me.
Must stay strong, must beat the fear.
I could do this! I knew I could do this.
I could do anything if I put my mind to it, and that’s what I was going to do. I was going to put my mind to it.
I was going to do it. This was it. No backing out now. I had reached the end point.
I turned around and smiled, a warmth ran through me as I saw those that I loved. They were here for me. They were supporting me.
I could do this!
I turned back around and stepped forward.
This was it.