A wave of nausea hit me.
I felt my knees shake and they threatened to give way.
I wanted to cry but I wouldn’t allow myself to give you that satisfaction.
My chest was heavy. My heart was breaking.
How could you?
Actually I didn’t want to know.
I didn’t think that my heart could take it.
I didn’t want to give you the satisfaction that you had got to me. That you had broken me.
You were not going to have that power over me.
Not today. Not ever.
So I was gonna suck up my unfallen tears. Refresh my makeup. And I was going to take the high road and be the bigger person.
You would never hold anything over me again.