Am I really here?
I’m falling in the vast black hole of nothingness. Falling deeper and deeper into this abyss.
Every time I try and stop myself, claw my way back to the top, I just keep falling.
I am an empty shell. Life is a blur. I’m nothing more than a customer standing outside of a store peering in.
I want to do something, be something but forces are stopping me. I am stopping me.
I have become an enemy worse than my enemy. I am my own antagonist. I am the catalyst that is affecting my world.
But how do I stop me? How can I overcome myself?
This question lingers, floating about in the wind of my soul.
I don’t want to be like this anymore. I want to wake up.